The calendar says that it's almost June and that means it is almost time to go. As you probably remember, I am getting on a jet plane (or three) to fly to Liberia, West Africa to see what God is doing there. I am full of anticipation as I have no earthly idea what to expect. Sure, people who have been there have described it to me. That's been very helpful at calming my nerves. But I have to say that the Holy Spirit must be working overtime to help me feel comfortable.
You know me and you know I like to have control over everything. This trip is different. I've wanted to know what to expect but I really don't have any "say" in a lot of things. We'll get on a plane and arrive in a country to do work that I don't really know specifically. I am there, as one person encouraged, to bring hope. I need hope to bring it so that's a prayer request that the default of cynicism would not blind me to what God has done, is doing, and will do in and through me.
Another prayer request is for safety and health. Not so much safety from violence (but prayer can help that too) but just general mental, physical, and spiritual too.
While there, our 3-person Revo team (Jeremy, Neil and I) will be trying to discern the "where needed most" project(s) that can use our church's donation. A small, committed, generous group gave a lot of money but there are a lot of needs as well. I expect that we'll be able to return to Muncie with a vision for what we can aim for next year.
While there, I'll have 4 1 hour-long opportunities to teach at a church conference. My topic will be about spiritual gifts. Pray that I would hear what God has for me to share with the people who attend; pray also that He would have things for me to learn about this topic as well.
I appreciate you all so much. These last few weeks have reminded me how much I rely on and require the love and support of my friends just to keep going. You encourage me and I am so thankful for you.
One other thing: I still expect that God will show me what true freedom means (Galatians 5:1). I don't know that it will have anything to do with actual slavery but with the slavery of my heart. I fear that I've operated on a lot of false notions about God and that He has been revealing my misunderstanding in preparation of something bigger to come. Pray that I would have the courage to go and do the things He wants me to do. Pray that I would be and experience His love as one of His children.
I won't have access to e-mail while there but we're set to be back in Muncie by the evening of June 15. That will be a looong day. I look forward to sharing with you the things that God has done.
Thank you for making this possible.